screens were commonly erected between the committee and the candidate. since the use of screens became usual, the number of women in the top u.s. orchestras has increased fivefold. the classical music world realized that what they had thought as an objective evaluation － listening to someone play － was in fact hopelessly corrupted. some people look like they sound better than they actually do because they look confident and have good posture. other people may look awful when they play but sound great. there is always this difference between what you see and hear.

위문장에서 awful을 어떻게 해석해야 자연스러울까요,,?