¡ijotted some of the things morrie was saying on a yellow pad. i did this mostlybecause i didn’t want him to see my eyes, to know what i was thinking, that ihad been, for much of my life since graduation, pursuing these very things hehad been railing against—bigger toys, nicer house. because i worked among richand famous athletes, i convinced myself that my needs were realistic, my greed inconsequentialcomparedto theirs.
이탤릭 된 부분의 어순이 해석은 되지만 설명하기 어렵네요, 이런 구조가 어떻게 가능한지 여쭤봐도 될까요? ㅠ